Well my birthday is coming up. And yes despite my looks I will be turning 30. I’m scared out my mind. Everybody I talked to said it’s an eye opening experience. I just don’t know what to think. Somebody help!!!! Lls I have been through a lot thru my 30 years. I’ve experience things no one should, have some regrets, but I’m glad to make it to 30. Some of my friends and family weren’t so lucky. Nonetheless I’m still kinda on the fence about it. Some people say it’s just another day. But in my case it won’t be. A lot of things I could’ve gotten away with, I can’t anymore. I don’t want that “why is she doing that, she’s 30” conversation. I’ve always been a free spirit but it’s making me like my carefree nature has to end. Maybe I won’t feel that way when the day comes, hopefully I’ll feel like it’s another day. Oh well.